Tell me what should I do!

It has been more than 7 months since I finished my studies and I still have no ideas what should I do? Can someone please please enlighten me? I really wish to get out of my present workplace! Please help me! Please!

iPhone again

I m back to iPhone user again after skipping the 5 series! Ha I have no choice I believe, given the Samsung quality.

My S5 died

My S5 screen died on me after only 14 months. Pretty upsetting because it is only 14 months old and I have not backup my data. Plus it is really not worth spending that money for such quality.

Have to think about switching to iphone again. IPhone has the extended warranty as the plus point.

Affirmation for work

I am totally open and receptive to a wonderful new position,
one that uses all my talents and abilities, and
allows me to express creatively in ways that are fulfilling to me.
I work with and for people whom I love, and
who love me and respect me,
in a wonderful location and earning good money.

My respect and thank you to you, Mr Lee Kuan Yew

I made it, to pay my last respect and gratitude to Mr Lee, the last day for the public to pay respect to him at the Parliament House. The actual plan was to go at 1am Saturday morning. However, there was news that the queue at Padang was suspended until further notice. We went back to bed.

Then we decided we will just attend the state funeral on Sunday. However, I still feel regret not having to pay him the last respect personally. Therefore, after lunch, I told my family I am going to queue now, 1.15pm. My 2 younger have piano lesson could not come with me. It is just too regretful and heart pain not attending.

I reached cityhall at about 2pm. Along the way, there were numerous helpful volunteers, staff, Army officers and many more. They were there to guide, encourage and provide us with food, water, umbrellas, raincoats, sweets, tissue paper, fanning the hot crowd and even staff pick up the rubbish on the street. We are Singaporean doing for each and everyone of us for one man, Mr Lee Kuan Yew.

I finally reached the Parliament House around 6pm. Say my final Thank you to you. I will not have regret for this. What you have done for us most of your life, this is nothing comparable to you.

Thank you Mr Lee Kuan Yew.

Too sad to pen.

I thought I wanted to pen some word on Tuesday, but was too upset and worry I could not control my emotion. It is just to sad and pain to write espeically the son has to announce on TV to the country on his father's passing. It it just too hard to take.

Although I have not seen him in person before, but his passing is just like a close relative passing, because I know him all my life. This week is a national mourning period, where the TV channels are screening everything about him and really nothing else much. The radio channels are not playing fast music and other active programmes. All programmes came to a halt, including events that are free such as free instrumental musics at concert halls.

From Wednesday, the public could start paying their last respect to Mr Lee at the Parliment house after the coffin moved from Istana to Parliment house on Wednesday. The queue to pay the respect lasted as long as 8 hours and this prompted the Governement to make it 24 hours round the clock to allow the public to pay the respect.

On the 1st night after midnight, some queued only as short as 2 hours. So we are planning to pay our last respect to Mr Lee on Saturday early morning about 4am.

There is also campaign going on for all Singaporean to wear black top on Sunday, the funeral day. And another petition to rename Changi Airport to LKY Airport. However, there was not group urged not to wear black top on Sunday, instead wear white or plain colour, it is making me confused.

Another Loss of the Country & People

Today, we marked another great losses. The passing on of our 1st PM. Hope he RIP.

Sad

This afternoon, saw a post on FB of a friend passing on. Yesterday, was a post of CEO's mother passing on. Both died peacefully in their sleep. One is very old of 92, one is 42.  May they both rest in peace. 

观音开库日

Today is 观音开库日(正月二十六), went early to Guan yin temple to offer prayer to bless everyone at home.

This day is also to "borrow" from Guan yin the weath and return next year. However, this year I went to a different temple where it is not so commericalised, I have to ask before I could "borrow", that is to throw the 圣杯 to see if I am allowed to borrow. This is not done at bugis Guan yin Temple because of the huge crowd. And also I can borrow from 财神爷as well, again this is not done in Bugis temple.

So happy. And I was told to come again on Guanyin BD, 7 April.

Thank you.

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Affirmation

I love them all.

I love travelling, they are relaxing, peaceful & enjoyable.
I love doing nefful business, they give me satisfying and meaningful happiness.
I love big house, it allows me to do my favourite freely.
I love car, it allows me to move about freely and faster.
I love money, it allows me to buy whatever I want.
I love talking to strangers, it allows me to interact more and close more business deals.

Thank you.

Cough Cough Cough

Big girl has been coughing since we were back from Korea. Seen doctor twice. Drank radish enzyme this time also don;t help. Double boil pomelo skin also did not work. I googled. Found this recipe, seems ok. There are some diagnosis of the coughing types. The chronic cough due to lung deficiency seems to match her. A cough with a loud barking sound - Yin deficiency of the lungs and kidneys, and the throat is attacked by toxic fire.

 

So this is one of the recipe:
1) Schisandra (Wu wei zhi) 4g,
2) Ginseng (seems to be red) 4g, [I have some left over korean red ginseng, so i used them]
3) Perilla stem (Su-geng) 3g.
Clean & crush then infused in hot water for 15 mins, drink warm and repeat 2-3 times.

Since last night till late morning, there was little cough. Will continue tonight.

Thank you.

Affirmation

My Affirmation from yesterday.

I love travelling, they are relaxing, peaceful & enjoyable.
I love doing nefful business, they give me satisfying and meaningful happiness.
I love big house, it allows me to do my favourite freely.
I love car, it allows me to move about freely and faster.
I love money, it allows me to buy whatever I want.
I love talking to strangers, it allows me to interact more and close more business deals.

Thank you.

Tiger god birthday.

Today is Tiger God's Birthday, zheng yue shi liu. I took pm leave yesterday thinking to pray to Tiger god yesterday, but not all temples offer prayer yesterday. So I have to go today, in the morning before going to work.

 

I arrived at the temple around 7.20am. There were nuns and the helpers setting up busy preparing. I was probably the 1st "customer", the abbot say, wow so early in Chinese. hahahahaha.

 

Then the helper help me with the necessary, like writing my name, burn holes on the paper on the faces and eyes of the images, wow, my 1st time doing such, because previously at the other temple, this was not done. Something different. And the helper also spoke to me in some English. Happy.

 

This was totally different encounter. No one will stand there to recite anything for you. I have to burn holes on the paper, and light the candles and incense and pray then put the egg and tau kua in front of the Tiger, then can burn the joss paper, finally, throw the pack of beans around the tiger.

 

Wow wow wow.

 

Before I left, the helper inform me the Guan Yin Kai Ku day on lunar calendar 1st month 26, and ask me to come.

 

I am so happy to experienced this something special and be the 1st!

 

Time to start writing.

I have been away for so long and so many things happened in between.

First of all, I have travelled to 2 countries in the past 3 months and be travelling again next month. So glad. I went Korea with my family in December and Hong Kong in January with my eldest daughter. We had so much fun and enjoyed the cold weather.

 

Next month I will be tavelling again to Korea, this time with my long time girlfriends from Sogo more than 20years ago. 1st time ever we are travelling together to such a lovely country. Looking forward.

 

And most importantly, I am writing this, I have achieved 1st Class Honours in my Bachelor studies. Yeah Yeah Yeah!

 

And one not very appealling news, my department will moved and "parked" under HR. mmm challenging.

 

Whatever it is, if have to go have to go.

I am at home today

Can do a little more writing since I am at home. Lets talk about my studies since I always wanna write about it after I finished. 

Entering back to school, the university was something I had never been thinking of since I got married. Before that, after graduating from Poly, I do thought of it but lack of funds and other factors. I did not pursue. Not to mention in my previous work places, conditions were not appealing to pursue further studies related to my job or whatever.

Until I joined this present company and get to know my current boss who is not my previous boss who employed me. However, I am still grateful to the both of them. 1st boss employed me despite I do not have the relevant experiences in the past 8 years which I was with another agency doing administrating work. Perhaps was the answers I gave during interview, that made him accepted me almost immediately. When I asked him when he/they would let me if I am selected, his answer was "immediately". At that time, I couldn't understand what he meant by that, how was immediately. When I asked HR again, she said they would  get back to me in few days times, that sounds more reasonable. Then I know, he has selected me instantly. Because I was received call to say I was selected.

Then come my 2nd boss who was not in the interview. If he did, he would have gone checking my background since he knew my 1st company's boss, was his colleague. Which when I introduced an ex-colleague for interview, he came to ask me how I get to know this person. As we both worked for the same company of his ex-colleague. Then later, I also got to know that he is my cousin's colleague as well. What a small world. Then he has been treating me well. Eventually became my boss since we have restructuring.

He asked me to attend a open university open house when he received an invitation from them as he was an ex-student. Thats how I ended up attended university by chance. And since the fees now can be paid via credit card installment, makes it more easy. That was 2.5 years ago.

This 2.5 years was not that difficult as I first thought to be. Many of my ex-colleagues had hard time when they were pursing their studies. For me, I took the related course that make them easy. Only the last semester where we had 3 modules including the research project and that team member of no choice.

too be continued.

4 years, into 5th year

I totally forgot about today. Today, the anniversary of joining the company. I simply forgotten. I usually good in remembering dates. Maybe, as I say, I have too many things on my mind. 

Happy or sad. I seriously have no idea now. Because,  people has changed, the environment has changed. So much so that I am not enjoying it. Thats why I am now clueless. Clueless to continue or start new. But I am sure to wait till I have gotten my PB next May or June. 6 more months to go at least. 6 more months to endure. 

Wish me good, wish me happy, wish me dreams come true.

Thank you!

Fake face Fake people

I seriously have no idea why does people put up fake front. Is that necessary? What good does it earn them? I have no idea how to deal with such people in my office now. ALL of them are fake.

I have better do more of my affirmation and help myself get out of this ugly place to a place with heavenly true people to enjoy my work rather than put on a guard at work place. It is so scary and ugly. 

Better today

Have been awfully tired the past few days, today I am feeling great!.

Went to the tour briefing few days back, finally, I have got an question of 4 years answered. Why korean serve cool water despite cold weather. She explained, that because our body are warm, it makes the cold water easier absorbed by our body and will not run toilet. Instead drinking warm or hot water will makes you run for toilet.   

Another thing to note is the neck, ears and stomach must keep warm to prevent coughing. Once the neck and ears are kept warm, the body will be warm. If not once the neck is exposed to cold it is very difficult to keep the body warm.It is why there is such thing as belly warmer. 

New planning

I need to start my planning for my future. This month however, there are planning for my trips first. The future planning shall begin in January for the new year resolution! Time has changed, people has changed. It is time for me to change also. 

Officially freed from studies

I can say I am now officially freed from studies. Yesterday was the due date for the last assignment. And it was really a day to remember for long time. It was my gal's BD and hubby car got crashed by a BWM flew over the rd curb into his site and smashed into his stationary car and hit some bushes before stopping. The car was driven by an old lady of age 70. OMG! How eventful to mark this date, 30 Oct 2014. Hahahahaha.

He was given a Honda Civil as replacement during these period when the car is in the workshop. His dream car. But I do not like Honda car. I find them too low. 

Change

I have changed my blog's background again. A change is needed. Especially at this point of time. Maybe my blog name need a change as well. Let me ponder abit. I have difficulties accessing another blogging platform using my home laptop, guess I have to give up that account.

Abit of pondering needed for:

What's next for me? plan, future, roadmap, target?

What's my new name for the blog?

Difficult to access

Difficult to access to blog.com using my this laptop at home. Maybe I should just stick to blogger.com instead. hahahaha.

Finally submitted.

After these few months of struggling with FYP, today we have finally submitted.  The hard work is over! YEAH! And I m left with 2 more submission due in one week.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to me. A time that has become scary. I am starting to get cold feets. I am steping into the next phrase of life. That times can real fly faster. I must live my life to the fullest.

Just do whatever is assigned.

Dont bother to ask since it is a useless leader. No point wasting my energy and effort to ask the sickening. After all, if not happy can just find another job and go! Yeah!

This is the place for me BLAST!
Hahahahaha!

Ahead of schedule

Somehow, I am ahead of schedule. The program director, gave unclear instruction. Until I clarify with local school. And I am now ahead of schedule, can relax for a week or so. When I am done with the report, I will be more available. Phew!

Let's rush towards next week!

Holiday roadmap 2015

Because Singapore Airlines having promotion,  i have confirmed two holidays.  One with my girlfriends in April to korea.  One with my big girl to Hong Kong in January.  Both tickets are booked & paid. Hongkong tickets are extremely cheap. For the two of us cost $577 on A380, return tickets.

Overwhelming!

Simply busy & tired.

I am in my final year, doing 3 modules including my final year project. All I can say is I am very tired, can't wait for Oct 26 to arrive. That is my last day of assignment submission if I am right.

I will be back! Too much to say.

Muck muck muck!

I want

I want to have three hundred thousand,  unexpected income within a couple of days. Thank you.