I am tired.

The thoughts of giving up all around me surfaced I am tired of responsibility.
I want lead a life of myself only couldn't care more or be responsible for others.

Nothing but trouble

Day begin with the lighting rain and the new arrival of HR AD introduced by HR DD but wasnt being introduced to us not even my SM. What a unprofessional act and double standard. Phew! Blessed her wind blow wind, wind blow her away from me.

Then made an appointment to do my long overdue facial. Sekali the driver was late today. HAZI, parked at barrage to do some drawing. Of all the days.

Then the maid at home. Just cannot dont give me mistake. Morning asked to cook a pack of vegeatable consist of 3 stalks for her & Vic. Yet she cooked 2 stalks for afternoon and 1 stalk for night. I asked her enough? she said enough! 1 stalk for 6 persons to eat! SHITY

I dont know if she is trying to be funny or trying to test my patience. I tell u dont have much patience to play with you. 

Really a fucking day! Morning before I left already gave her a good lecture, still.

Men are troublesome.

We have to attend a cousin's wedding in KL but I don't like the hotel my cousin suggested because they are like our hotel 81, small. 

So I said we stay in sunway instead and go ahead with rates seeking. Last night n Today he gave me all kinds of reasons we can stay in other hotel with better rates.

So I finally asked him after spending few hours seraching which are the better cheap and convenient which hotel u want me to book?

He still tells me the one in subang which I told him has got bad review. I rejected. Then he asked where is the place of kidszami. I told him is of the other side of KL. After a few hours he then said aiya book sunway lah.

Omg! U are wasting my time!

Exam over

Finally the exam was over. Too stress. Need to teach a maid that don't understand English and refused to listen to me and have to study for exam. Finally is over.
The maid was ok just that insisted to hand wash my clothes every day.  But I cant afford to hand wash every day because of space constraint. The other stuff like bedsheets n towel how am I going to wash them? And my nefful clothing?
Finally. Now have to convert all the timetable into indo language and let her understand how the family will works.  Finishing soon at fine tuning stage.
I have lots of things to do after exam
To decide the final year project title.
To redo the blanket cover to nicer ones
To plan for dec holidays to korea.
To organise gathering for old friends. 
😀

Increment

This is the topic I want to post here instead of FB. This what I want to say on Thursday:

Tml, back to work, yeah!

Tml, is e day & tml then I will know the difference( increment). But e rest r no better only 2 days ahead of me. Hahahaha best ever I hv encountered. Long long overdue. Lousy management or lousy HR? HAHAHA U decide. 

Wonderful night back to school for the 30th anniversary.

Was back to my secondary school for its 30th anniversary celebaration with some old schoolmates. Some are not met as long as 25 years. The teachers and my favorite Principal, Mrs Ng.

There was lucky draws, but we were to focus chatting and almost missed our draw. Indeed, out of 6, 3 got prize in our group. I won as well, I not happy because I won, but happy because the prize was given by Mrs Ng, and took picture with her. So happy.

And Thank you Jianxiong for taking pictures of us.

Start of training

Oh i seriously not an early bird person, woke at 5am and now is killing me, so tired though rested from 6-8am just now.

Need to talk and show and she may not understand. And at the same time worry about my preparation of the exam next week.

If this cannot make it or not renewing, then really can forget about employing. 

Now she is leaning the window and my plant's leaves. hahahaha.

New helper

new old helpers met yesterday.  One due to leave. One arrived.  Anyway they have different channel can't communicate.  

New helper age 33 this year already a grandma. Omg. Character is good based on my experiences.  Can work n can take hardships but we really have language barrier.  Else is perfect.  We will work towards it. Good!

Good news Bad news

I received my S5 today n pretty happy with it.  Went to flower dome to see how the tulips is growing n bought tickets for Jenny. Back to office the ticketing staff called to say I can only buy 10 tickets as I bought 12 tickets for jenny. How? I must walked back with another person to help me signed the extra 2. So so so troublesome. I asked clarence to help me sign instead. What a relief.

Then at 9plus jing qiao txt me saying xiang niang mum passing. N then going later to pay a visit. I can do so tml morning instead.  Quite a last minute.  Sad. Why so sudden?

So many things

So many things I need to settle in a week. My assignment,  new maid arrival,  old maid departure, take leave, watch xinyao concert, buy tickets for friends, catch tulipmania, prepare for exam.....a bit lose

Friday morning.

Another morning that I have to lose my cool to the maid. Curiously I asked her why she always has new clothes to wear.

She said she went to buy whenever I asked to go market to buy some food. So I asked her how long she takes to shop? I gave her a answer, 2 hours? No she said 1 Hour!

In any case she is wrong to go without asking me or telling me. I told her off as she is very irresponsible. She has the time to remember to go buy new clothes, she has no time to remember things she did not do. I even asked, just tell me one thing you never do? She could not answer me. So I tell her. The black plastic bag on table, what is inside? She can tell me is Gloria’s clothing. But why it is lying there for days? And the paper bag on the tools since last week? Why?

Before I leave the house, she tell me she wants to send money back. I asked her why tell me only so late? Why must I accede to your request every time u asked for, but you just couldn’t do your job well?

Another, stupid morning.