Lao zha Bor

This morning the so call devoted Buddhist came to our section to photocopy, i purposely walk to her and "suan" her, " your side copier spoilt issit?", her reply was not friendly last time, "we where got copier!". I walked off!.

If you dont have copier, where do u make photocopy before we shifted to here same floor as you (Lao zha bor)!

Now i super confirmed is her who tell-tale / back stab us loo.... u know when someone did something bad abt u, the expression and reaction is always different from normal time! That is the reaction and expression!

She always being so calculative towards us, always tell us our cost centre are different, then why do u use our copier?, our paper, our ink? Also like to meddle into our section stuff and staff. I wonder who is she! She is not even manager level loh.... just because she worked very long already!?

The management rather make her happy then giving us the 8 staff reasonable compensating! Is it worth to demoralise 8 staff to make 1 staff happy? And we are of different sections!

Shall call her LAO ZHA BOR since she is not young already hahahaha, though i will be old like her also!

Is Organisation too poor honour promises to staff?

We went back to work on Sunday, National Day for the stupid testing. We worked for more than 4 hours and we should be compensated 1 day off. The 1 day off was added to our leave system on Tuesday morning. But in the evening, section boss came to tell us, the HOD/management felt that we should not be giving 1 day off since we just exceeded by some 10 mins and tell us to GIVE AND TAKE AND NOT BE SO CALCULATIVE!

Is the Company too poor to honour promises, or

by giving us additional half a day they will have a piece of flesh cut off from the body or

they will lose alot of money!

I was too angry to tell my section boss, if we are calculative, we wouldnt have come to work from 4.30 to abt 9pm on Sunday, OUR National Day! And THE COMPANY cannot twist the word after we have done the work! And what about the time we travelled to and from HOME! I felt the company should not be so calculative and should GIVE AND TAKE! NOT US!

IT WAS A SUNDAY CUM NATIONAL DAY AND NIGHT!

However, we felt that this was tell-tale by a staff from another section to big boss that we should not be entitled to 1 day off and we all know who loh! ANY so sorry i m going to use nasty word: F U! and U are a devoted Buddhist YET u do such a low-graded things! It is not that we dint work more than 4 hours and what about we also startED early that day, just cannot finish!

F U to hell!!!!

IT IS NOT THAT I "LONG" FOR THE 1 DAY! I HAVE PLENTY OF LEAVE STILL HAVEN CLEAR!

I WORK FOR $$$, I DONT WORK FOR FREE!

HOW CAN GIVE AND TAKE!

I M NOT GOING BACK TO DO THIS TESTING ANYMORE ON NON-WORKING DAYS!

I THINK I WILL GO MAD SOON WITH SO MANY THING UNHAPPINESS AND NOW + A "MUM FACTOR", LIKE MY COUSIN SAID "MUM-FACTOR".............

I REALLY CANT THINK OF THE REASON FOR MY EXISTENT IN THIS WORLD!

Testing Testing

I just remembered last night, i have been doing testing for the past 2 years! OMG! is 2 years i have not been doing operations....and this testing suspposed to come to an end this OCT only! 2 more months to go and I have to work on public holidays, this National Day from 4.30 - 11.30 if we can finish. And another coming holiday in Sept, the Hari Raya! Damn!!! I hate it! I felt like I m con into doing this testing! 2 years ago i told bosses I dont want to do testing and I don like doing testing!, then they said, try lah!... try loh and my PB was affected, grading dropped and now worst, burnt my holidays!

I just feel cheated!!!! Well after doing testing for 2 years, I still dont like!. Met new boss last week for informal chat & told her i don want to do anymore testing after this, the 2nd phase coming...No No NO!

THIS YEAR IS JUST NOT MY YEAR! A TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE YEAR!