It time for me to sit down and look for another maid since she cant come back now. It has been like an annual affair for me, i m so tired! To start all over again, to learn to trust another person, to learn to communicate to another person, to teach all over again, all these need time, effort, patient and feeling! I try to not to put in feeling but each time i failed. I just cant prevent that or act or not to have feeling for another person who is helping, living with me! It is just so difficult because I m not a person who have no feeling.
