Yesterday was supposed to be a good day, it was Lunar full moon, 小雪 and thanksgiving. But I received the new of my secondary friend passed on. He was fighting against the deadly cancer. He was my junior though he was older than me. Now, anyone that died, dying 90% or more are because of cancer. There is another friend in the hospital also fighting against this deadly cancer, stage 4.
This passing I feel it was my regret, because I did not go and see him. I met him few years back on a few occasions. Usually, I don't feel much of a passing of a person, because it is the nature of life, the SOP. But this particular one would be one of my regret in my life.
When I have just learnt to raise my positive energy in life to fight obstacles coming your way. This month is my 7 Killing month, which I was quite worried as I experienced it 10 months ago in January after learning Bazi. Anything can goes wrong will wrong, Anything should not go wrong will also goes wrong.
I was lucky at the beginning of my 7 Killing month, I attended Kevin Chan lesson on Bazi Module 1 & 2, my repeat, and have chance to ask him about the 7 killing and I do not have 7 killing in my natal chart. He said I need to learn to make right decisions. He said during the 7 Killing months, people tends to charge/execute, probably, these people need to use some EG to counter the 7 Killing, meaning, ASK. Ask, seek advice from other people before decision or do something.
Another help things that happened was to watch a drama 三生三世. I am so in love with the guy and the character in the drama and the OST, that I am full of love and maintain my positive energy until now. So I learned, to be into the story and be so in love. Dont just watch. I will keep hope & dream burning. Ha, but i think I have not encountered such handsome, tall, good character person in my life. I was into building this person bazi! but not quite successful.
When you have love, receiving love from the drama, dreaming about the love, and giving out love, life is so beautiful. I dont know how I can share this feeling with anyone. It is just so loving.
On learning my friend passed on, and with the regret I have, I think I was a little wakening. Though I know life is short, I knew this all along, but it just never hit me that hard with the regret. I will have to go and see my friends, my love ones, my family.
JQ have a safe journey ahead!
