Today I am very disappointed.

I am really very disappointed. I reserved today to be with him yet he doesn't even remembered what day is today. I must make sure I remembered not to reserve my day for them anymore. Totally disgusted. I am still a nobody. 15 years! Perhaps is long enough to let go now. Dont even have any hope, any at all. I shall devote all my time, energy, feeling, thoughts & love to what I love!

Another Happy Day!

I was extremely Happy on Friday. Don t know why! Or May be too many things made me so happy that day. Hahaha. The happiness really lifted my spirits of the Day even it was already evening.

I can still remembered. In the morning, when i went in, my bosses were smiling at me! I love it! So sweet of them! Then many colleagues came to my workstation, hahaha they love talking to me!

My leave application was approved and I can go ahead to book my airtickets!

I cant conceal my happiness that day! I Love it!

Sweet Dream

Haha, I have a very sweet dream last nite. I dreamt of he smoking....hahaha cant imagine, but the feeling standing so close is really happy. Unable to describe. So sweet!

Is easy to see the true colour

While busy preparating for the move makes me feel happy, enjoyable and at the same time sad.

Sad is because it makes me see true the real colour of a new colleague. Whom MIA, act blur, bochap and unhelpful.

When everyone else is busy helping out, she just sat at her WS acting busy. When we are asked for help, she will either say ok, & then act blur or MIA & bochap. Really make us furious. When she finally helped out, she put up a black face.! OMG!

At least I still have many supporting / understanding colleagues and bosses!